Only in Seattle!

A homeless person on the sidewalk at a traffic signal holds up a board saying,

"Why lie? Need $10 for weed!"

LOL!

Duplicate Me!!

I need a duplicate me, with a little more brain. And all the answers. Because the original me is a little lost. And has no answers and is so so confused. There are so many sides to this. And I don't know who is right and who isn't. And I especially don't know if I'm being 'influenced' by one or another to make the moves and the decisions that I have made so far. Everything is a question right now. And I need answers. Who do I ask? The ones I can, they each have their own axe to grind so to say. And no one on the outside could even begin to understand and sort through the myriad of emotions that I'm feeling on a daily basis. 

So I need me. A duplicate me. A duplicate me with some answers. Any ideas on where I can go find myself?

*updated* why am I still asking questions n unsure of so many things in life?!? Isn't life supposed to get easier at some point!!!!

Girlfriends!

Saturday was one of the rare girls night outings I went out for. I had class the whole day and bumblebee had a bachelor party to attend in the evening. After dilly-dallying, finally made plans with some of my friends from class! On my drive to the restaurant, I was sooo excited! After such a long time, to be out with a bunch of girls talking about random nonsense over drinks - I've missed this! And even tho I missed bumblebee quite a bit, it was nice to have the space to be with just my friends! 

As we talked about random nonsense that only 5 drunk girls can talk! And we laughed and laughed. I was high more on the company than the drinks that we all inhaled! :P

I miss my girlfriends. I miss talking about random nonsense. I miss bitching about our respective others, whether they r husbands or boyfriends! I miss the sex jokes which can only be so much fun in a group of girls! And the TMI that at least one of us (if not more) will indulge in! Lol! 

*clink* here's to girlfriends! :)

Welcome Back Sunshine :)

Its been forever!! And I can't believe how much has changed. Its so hard to even start to pen down all that has changed in my life since I last wrote here!

I got married. And moved to a new country. And left my job. And my friends. And my life. And my family. And my comfort zone. Just about everything. To move in with a person I barely knew, a person I liked on the surface but I had no idea what he was all about. No idea what it would be life to live day in day out with this person. My head spins every time I think about the extent to which I turned my life around. It was a 360 degree, mind turning, mind spinning change for sure. But before it starts sounding all depressing, its a good change. A great change. The kind of change you constantly talk about for years to come! And wasn't our entire courtship period like that? The other night, we spent a few hours going over every detail of our 6 month long courtship with a friend (asked him multiple times if he wasn't bored and surprisingly he wasn't!) It was pure destiny that brought us together, that brought me here to this land 5 years back, I never thought I would be in. A life that surprisingly took on the face of every faceless dream I'd had in the past.

But enough about that. Its been done. I have now moved on to my third career! (im taking bets as to how many i'll get to before i finally settle down! :P) We bot a place recently and I now have a new car - I am properly and definitely rooted in this new life. And now that we have a new dining table that I absolutely love sitting and working on, Im hoping that will spark more blogging! I've been wanting to get back since so long but always struggled with how to start and where to start with all that's happened. And i think for now i've decided to start with just where I am right now. And then go from there! I miss writing and I miss sending my nonsensical thoughts out there in the world! So there world, I'm back! :)

So I know I defined being rooted in this life earlier as the materialistic house, car and job keeping me here but more than anything else, its this man keeping me here. Bumblebee. Oh where do I even start writing about him. He is wonderful and annoying and loving and hurtful and passionate and sometimes too logical all rolled up into one perfectly flawed human being. But thats what makes this work, I think. Even this close to perfection as he gets, I have my bouts of extreme insecurity about our life together and my role in his world - imagine if he was perfect?! I would be a basket case! So yes his faults are what make him reachable in my head. I know thats a little messed up but hey, i got issues man! :P it surprises me sometimes, the insecurity coz i wonder where is it coming from. From the close to problem-free life i led? From the loving parents? From the wonderful friends? God knows, maybe some people are just born with an extra dose of it. Cross fingers i don't pass them on to my kids.

So yes, I'm here. I'm back. With all my nonsense from everyday life! And some funny happenings from my class! Yes I am now a pre-school teacher! I teach kids from 2.5 - 6 yrs old and ohmigod they do say the cutest things ever! So yes they may make an appearance here soon too!

Ciao! See you around World! (soon hopefully!)