Not Ready!

*begin rant*

There are days like today when I am just not ready to be a mom. Not ready to be a wife, a homemaker. I just don't want to be. All of these labels are just too constricting, too tight and I feel like I can't breathe. Cannot Breathe.

When the LO is being especially clingy & not eating properly & fighting every damn nap?!

When the husband is so stressed at work that he doesn't even have one nice smile/word to say to you when he gets back home!

When according to ur mother, ur feeding your LO all the wrong things & that's why she is not eating right now!

When according to all the parenting books, all the choices you have made so far are responsible for your life with the LO not being instagram-perfect!

Gah

All I want is one damn minute of peace to myself

All I want is to go back & denounce these roles...I just want to be. Just be.

All I want is to not go to sleep with yet another heavy head, another fight and another miserable day under the belt - is that too much to ask for?

*sigh*

*end rant*